The music that brought me glory!!!

Discombobulated I was, with many issues
There was something seriously amiss
When it was time for me to have fun
life was full of pun

Silence and lonliness reigned
The thoughts were so shallow
I was confused

Lost sophistication
stumbled, and fell
in the nature's spell
Silence and lonliness reigned

I locked myself in a cage called hesitation
which gifted me nothing but frustration
Lost in the thoughts so shallow
I was confused

Left in solitude
Only silence accompanied me
Glory and success so far from me
Heard no sound

I walked across some distance
with no ones assistance
Made my moves with intuitions strong
a few minutes seemed really so long

Lost in my shallow thoughts
of what happend in the past
I was confused

I knew I was wrong,
I hated my filthy mind
not letting me be kind
lost in the shallow thoughts
I was confused

I have been going through rigour
that gave me all the vigour
was beaten like an iron
I became strong and insensitive
I know it is wrong
I should not have been so strong

I was used and misused
I was thrown and dumped
for, people knew I wont mind

People dont kick a dead dog
I knew I existed
but was not sure whether I was living

I was confident I would grow
Humble and just that I am
I knew God would lend me his arm
I was so worried and tired

Carried the onus all along
wanted some clarity did not want to prolong'
Seemed like he heard me

Confidence grew upon
Clarity started to dawn
I heard some music far across
I sprinted in that direction

The doppler's effect started to work
I knew I was heading towards Glory
I ran in that direction so eagerly

There was a sepulchre stillness in the breeze
Everything came to cease
I heard a mellifluous tone
It sounded like that of Beathovens' symphony

Confidence reigned
I strutted
I saw an angel come down the heavens
I had never seen her before
I broke up the cage that I was caught in
I knew she was the God's Gift

She was glittering with prosperity
her eyes so sharp
her pulchritude so enchanting
allured by her voice
I walked towards her side
Confidence reigned
Now I had no confusions

I caught hold of her palm
I asked her for help
She said she would be by my side all my life
I was happy and surprised
I never knew I was so worthy

She brought me success and glory
I never fell to the nature's spell

I am still strutting with confidence and clarity
and now when I look back
I find two pairs of foot prints
one is mine and the other is the angel's.